Gain Control not weight

i hate when people say “omg you have lost weight you look so skinny” and in my head im always like “bitch stop lying to me! people need to stop fucking arround with my brain!”

i just feel like everyone including mirrors are playing fucking games wiht me! i feel like they all lie to make me feel good about myself!

soooooo true! omg!

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story of my life

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amen to that!

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not my usual post but this is just beautiful!

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ok tumblr, going out into the real world and working out for real!

stay strong skinnies! i love you all! do not give up! you can do this!

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note to self: do not take so many laxatives if you already purged! you know there is something wrong with you when you cant tell if you got your period or if you just took too many laxatives :/

trytobreakmedown said: are you ashamed of it?

of my eating disorder? i mean i do not tell anyone i know about it, i try so hard to just keep it to myself. I just dont want to affect anyone around me or be judged.

day 37/ 50 of the ABC diet, i have had a couple of falls throughout this journey but luckily it was mostly for being under the calorie amount, i had a little binge/puge fest after a major break up, but only gained 3 pounds from the whole weekend and im back on track. I got rid of every single meal except they were very high on calories :/

Stay strong ladies! we can do this!

btw.. i do not encourage following any of my behaviors, but if you also have an ED, i am here to listen and help you out and give advise. I know what you are going through. ;)

i am so tired could not help myself but purge 6 times yesterday :/

i tried not to, everytime i ate i told myself i would suck it up and not do it, 10 mins after i was in the nearest bathroom freaking out! It just has been a bad week and everything made this worse, i thought i was actually stopping.

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are you kidding?….ALWAYS!

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i lost myself even more, because according to you i need to find myself,

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i miss you

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